I really don't have much to say in the way of an update... at least I don't think I do. Knowing me though, I'll ramble on about nothing! ;)
The work on the house is still progressing, Beau's parents are here for the rest of the week at least and it's that womanly time... so trying to not be crazy in general is difficult. Really, I'm hoping to be moderately left alone so I don't just randomly start crying for no other reason than I got paint on me somehow. *rolls eyes*
Admittedly, the entire house situation stresses me out, but I cope as best as I can and do what I can to help speed the fixing up the house situation along. I think the things that bother me most about the house are the lack of a kitchen and the lack of some little niche that I can have to myself. The latter more than the former, and I am fairly certain that Beau knows this. lol He knows that I go crazy without my own, personal space. Right now, my personal space pretty much takes up about 1/3rd of a wall between the tele and a plastic set of drawers for our socks, in our bedroom. lol It can be a pain sometimes since it's essentially just my computer, but I sit and talk -- and I do mean verbally not textually -- with my friends on it. I lead "raids" in World of Warcraft on it. Sometimes I am excitable and then Beau feels like he needs to turn up the tele so then I start talking louder. It makes talking to people and telling people what and when to do rather difficult. lol Other times I do try to be quiet since he's taking a nap or trying to sleep.
However, I know I will have my own space eventually and my emotional tidal waves will calm down.
I suppose that this is an odd thought, but I feel more than absurdly happy and blessed by association by whatever powers that be, that Beau loves his job. It's so rare for someone to have that and I hope that I can find that again. I do miss my job, it wasn't an impressive job by anyone's standards, but I loved it none the less. So now I really must search for a new job! And hopefully it will be one that I can tolerate without hating it too much.
Let's see, I also have a trip coming up that I am really looking forward too. I get to go see one of my friends that I have not seen in almost eight years. She is going to be competing in a tournament for TKD in Orlando, FL. Her parents did not want to go to FL.
Aaaand my break time is over for now. /sad Back to working on the house lol
